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Thursday, April 16, 2009
jus fin reading bby`s blog . i dunnoe wad to say . im speechless now . i was effing angry at how bby treated me this past few days . like im nothing . like she always gives me this fucked up face . i was fucking pissed off . i came home only and started shouting at my maid and everybodyelse at home . i was seriously a mad mad on loose . haix . then when i read bby`s blog , all that anger vanished . disappeared . just like that . instead i felt cold , very cold and weak , very weak inside of me . just felt like .. dunno ? bursting up in tears . haix . dunno . expressionless i guess . but i dint do nothing bby girl . u wanted us to be like this . yupyup . if u dint want us to , u can change . i mean , could . (: nvm . i will wait for a few days . if i can still tahan , i wait some more . if not , then i really have to think . if u have feelings for another guy , then whye we`re still here right ? together ? haix . i dunno nat . im just guessing all this . i dunno if its true . but im getting all the vibes that its true . i hope im wrong . i love u la nat . all the sacrifices i made , all that for wad ? for who ? u rite . u still dont see uh? u go see uh tomorrow . in ure class . hmms . karma bby . its bad shit mayn . one day, wdv u did to me , will happen to you . it will kick ure ass like a ton of bricks . im not praying for that to happen . i dunt want it to happen . too much for u to handle . . im just wandering whye cant i be happy . takper. u wud`nt wanna hear me aniwaes .monday u wanna meet syamil ? then me ? out one year outing ? u forgot ? guess soo . haix . nvm . i will love u no matter wad hun . im just writing wad im feeling now . sorry sorry sorry Labels: shitto shitto shitto |
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