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Yoyo peeps ! today was alright . talked to her during recess . blablabla . sunday`s the decision making . hope i make the right decision . i found out today that men normally make decisions using their brain while women normally use their hearts for making decisions . when i make my decision this sunday . its a logical decision . olryte bby ? haix . be happy jee la . thats all i want . uhm . kay . after sch , went smokey at EP with acap and hafizh . then me and hafizh go tamp mall . hahahaha . he wanna look for chicks . alamaaak . hahaa . i lazy like hell sia so i decide to just sit down at macs while waiting for nash bcoz we wanted to play soccer . ahaa . then dari tamp mall , kite gy tamp 1 . then go back tamp mall . AHA . sorry uh fiz . xPP .

Then go to the staircase and smokey2 . wahh . hafizh`s one uh . singapore siaa . ape lagi . isap ahh . ahaha . then he go back hme while i met nash . then played soccer at the street soccer court near the mosque there . scored one goal only . and it was crowded . so decided to go to another soccer court . ahaa . at dunno where laa . but ard there . wahh .our team kept on winning and the other team got angry and in the end it turned out to be a rugby match ! AHAA . they angry bcoz i too good ah xDD . we kept on winning sia . we play winner stay loser out . and our team never lost even a game . the game got really rough as the opponent went for our legs instead of the ball . hahaha . got this one part . i dribbled past a few people then got this one damn sapau guy come running . wahh . i chol ready . i pass the ball to nash . but the fucker never stop and continued and he literally speared me xDD . i fell down uh sia . wahh . but not pain . before that ready my leg was hurt but when he bull-dozed into me , that was the breaking point . could`nt take it animore . so i subbed with this guy name rudy . small and very agile player . and the opponent wanted to seriously find problem siaa . and they were all like 20+ year old sia . please laa . grow up can ??

got this one guy . i body-pushed him , then he hit the wall . then he not happy . ahaha . then he come to me and push me and said " buto , kaw tk puas aty , kaw sini arh sia . tk goyang siol " wahh . like fierce liddat . but ntg siaa . play soccer like shit . i let the ball do the talking laa . malas sia wanna crik gado . wanted to play soccer only . and lagi2 , tuh tempat dorang . so yeaa . like so dam childish siaa they all . padehal maen bola jee then nak gado . ahaa . we`re too good laa for them . aha . sore losers ~xDD . ahahaha . then i scored a lot more . then nash also scored . see nash , im better than you xPP . wakakakakaka . then after awhile , i left with zhao . took a bus to east point with him . i took the mrt to lavender while he went hme . at east point i changed all that uh . thx zhao for waiting for me . aahaha . then went to lavender . ntg much happened at tuition . after tution , otw hme , bby told me breaking news . haix . its saddening . soo hurtful . but yeah . u brought this to us .

Whye ? haix . u know how much i love you . and u still did it . haix . tkpe uh . sunday laa k ? then went to slack at pondok with syabil . sial ahh . he so nice sia . he take me from simei sia ! ahaha . thx pok . ure the best (: AHA . then slack2 ard 11.30 liddat came hme . then talk to tasha . uhm . yupyup . sunday`s the day mayn ! and ouh yea . if faris and rafidah reading this , u guys rock laaa . ahaha . malay class wont be the sme if u guys are not there to laugh at my stupid jokes . HAHAHA . stengah bakar !! AHAHAHAHAHAHA . kay . kjap agy going out again . hehehehe . with who ? tk buley tawu . ahaaa . kay . tc ppl .

Labels: i know you want me

Hey yo peeps . today was great , awesome , fantabulous , wdv laa . but it was great . during school ntg much happened . stayed focus thru all the lessons . except chem uh . hehehehe . got test . then i copy x] . but other than that , i dint play a fool during school . and also during recess la . smokey2 . its becoming a daily routine that i just love yknow . i look forward to it everyday . haha . dnt knw whye . but yeah . the suspense ahh . wahh . sibei fun sia i tell u all . hahaha . after school , me and acap go buy ciggs . aha . go all the way to tamp blk 395 . haha . yesterday i buy , today i buy , tomorrow also i buying . AHAHAHAHA . then met fad and akhbar and slacked at blk 391 . grrr . banyak2 , kene block tu sia ... AHAHHAHA

Step tk suke plak ~x] . then awhile later , akid and adam came . then they wanna buy ciggies . then they go. in the end left with me akhbar and fad . huahuahua . got bored so went macds . chickies ! :D . not that chickies . mac chicken kindda chickies . i was hungry . blargh . called up another fren whos in east spring and asked her to blanje , she dun haf money . kimaak . sot sia . padehal2 . dlm wallet ade duit sia . ahaha . then got bored so we proceeded to POD . got some pics uh i took there . tomorrow or wad i put ? i take pic with this one hot smoking lady ! aahahah . if ure reading this , im sorry laa . im joking only laaa . hahaha . tomorrow i upload uh . now lazy la siaa .

kaykay . then da trn POD tbe2 ramai orng plak . mcm gerek gtu . then ctee and arry come . ctee brought her laptop . ape lagi ! upload lagu2 uh in my mp3 . haahha . then msg2 with someone :D . hahaha . then awhile later , i went hme uh . with shaikh`s specs . xP . kay . thats all peeps . and ouh yea . tomorrow . haix . its the 17th again . haiz . does she remember ? nope . she doesnt . . dont think so . she heck care me already wad . ahaahahaa . kay laa . time for fishing xDDD . byebye.
So let me drive my body around ya ~

Labels: you can never be me

YOYO ! sup . hahaha . today was great . well , woke up at ard 1 ? dint go to sch . have MC for two days . unfortunately the two days are up so going back to school tomorrow . hahahaha . wanted to meet her just now , but she cant . she wanted to study . all girls laaa . konon2 nyer . hahahha . so woke up , bathed . eh nono wait . i dint bathe . i brush my teeth . eat . had somekind of breakfast-cum-lunch . then only i bathe . aha . then met fahrul and syabil and 304 lingway . then go under 308 . slack2 while playing taitee . i dint know how to play . i dont even know how to spell 'taitee' for gods sake . HAHA . then farhanie called . she wanted to tron . i also anything laa . long time never see her . huahuahua . but then paitaw . grrrr . basket .

then after awhile , afie came . bought ciggies with him and syabil . nbcb . must go all the way to 395 siaa . but sanggup uh for ciggs . then went back . slacked at pondok lame . 2-3 mins later wandonia came . blabla . all went hme then left me and him . so we go steal cup noodle from the mamashop . ahaa . our tactic good sia . i go in and distract while he take . aahahahahaha . while taking the noodle , this wandonia ahh got butter fingers , the thing drop ! HAA . but naseb the bangla peyh telinga sumbat ngn prata and never hear then we go POD happy2 . we were like brokeback mountain siaa . HAHA . more like brokeNback mountain uh . ahah .

then went back to 308 . slack with all of them . ard close to 7 me and wan chao . hahaha . wanted to tron back uh but smething happen to my bro . next tyme uh . kay . done for today . thanks for reading suckers ! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA . and oh yeah . this sat going town ! wheee ~

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I miss those times !!!!

and oh yeah ! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO FARHANIE !!! LONG LIVE EYH ? AHAHHAHA . big font tk perlu . but yeah . happy birthday girl . may all ure wishes come thru . sorry uh kasih birthday wish lambat2 . luper . so yea . takecare . baru 15 ? AHAA .

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Yoyo peeps . yesterday dint meet her . was supposed to go study with her but she feel asleep . ahaha . swine wad . wad can i say . i was also sick . but nehminds . today i went out with her . AHAHAH . she accompanied me to the clinic . kay . firstly , i dint go to sch .. was sick . shes supposd to wake me up at 11 . but she dint . ahaha . pe je bby . confident pe bleh bangon kan i ? common laa . u and me have been together for 1 year 2 mnths . dnt u know that i cant wake up in the morn ? AHA . thats whye i just laughed when u say that u wanna wake me up . try uh . takley nyer :P . hah . then ard 3 met her . went to the clinic . aww . she was so nice to accompany me . thx bby . love ya . i just wanted to take MC then go home . but then i got flu . so it took longer than expected . bby was irritated . hahaha . she was rushing to go home . she need to go out . hhaha. but wad to do ?

Stupid doctors take soo long . then check up . took the medicine . then went hme . sent her hme . then she borrowed my mp3 . HAAHAA . i knew she wud want it . thats whye at hme i spray the pouch of the mp3 with my perfume . ahahaa . sedap kan bby ? HAHAHAHA . dnt worry , if u miss me or wad , smell the pouch . aha . then went to slack . all of anak33 scared to share ciggs with me . scared i got swine flu . nbcb . i got also so wad ? kate braders ? hidup mati pe . AHAHAHAHA . then got another thing . yesterday my brother kene . . . . . should`nt talk abt it here ? i wont . kay ppl . thats my day . thx for reading . Love yaa . Lemme touch those private parts in a private place.

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today was actually quite a funny day . haha . in the morning went to the bus stop as usual . bus was late and btol2 amalina ask whether me and wan wanted to follow her take taxi with eizah . i also anything laa . $1 only . who cannot pay rite ? ahaa . then reached school but we were still late . waste money sia . then check2 me and wan late for 4 times ready . wahh . need to go detention straight afta school . the discipline masters thought they were smart by fetching us from our classes rightaway after school , but me and wan smarter ~x] . we act sick so can go home early ! HAAAHAAA . but quite stupid laa . bcs if we dint attend detention today , there still wud be other days wad ? . aha . tkkn everyday nak act sakit siaa ? so pikiran2 awhile , then still go on with the plan . wan pp8 was low . so had to cntct him thru tasha . and she got irritated . blarghh . wdv la . stakat 2-3 msg nak mara . hahahaha . then go office . all the teachers thought i was playing a fool . i said no and pretended to get angry . ahaa . but in actual fact i wasnt really sick or angry . i wanted to laugh .

then i can go ready then lagi satu DM plak dtg . Nahar . he come and check if i got temperature or not . then check2 i was really warm and he call my dad and asked him to pick me up . AHAHAA . planned spoil . cannot slack2 ready . so my dad came and fetch me and wan . he was suprised to see wan also . he knew we were lying that we were sick . but he acted like he dint know . see , cool dad wad ~X] . then came hme . and blarghh . here i am . wasting away on this dumb computer . hahaha . in a short while more going out and meeting her . HAAHHAHA . it was quite long since i last met her . but wad the heck . goo jek . so yea . tc peeps . Isabella adalah ... ???? addicted to that song . nbcb . stuck in my head .

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Today was okay . went to prp . came hme ard 6 ? dunno . my bro`s gettin worse . my aunts all that came over to my hse . hah . my cuzzins also came . syafiqah and all . hah . they all left ard 11.30 ? okay .

i cant take it animore . i feel so weak . im not strong animore . i mean metally . i cry easily . i feel scared easily . i get pressured easily . yes , i do try to put up a strong front . but i feel so weak inside . haix . one thing its about bby . i miss her soo much . i cried in my room jus now while thinking of her . after awhile , i told myslef to be strong . i was olready feeling strong . i stopped crying . then i went to change my clothes . as i was pulling my shirt outta the cupboard . her Victoria`s Secret perfume fell out . omg . all the memories came back . everything sia. wahh . then started crying again . haaix . how can i be strong when u were the one who made me strong and now bby , ure gone . haaix . whye ? u were my everything . u still are . haix . i jus need some one . . anibodi . i just need someone to care . pls ? anybody ?

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To my ' friend ' who told her . i dont consider you a fren animore . u watch out . once i know who u are . watch ure back boi ke girl . you`ve brought out the devil in me . standby uh k . nbcb . kbye ,

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well , today had wsch as per normal . planned to go gym with achap . but last minute cancelled bcz i felt like going out with bby . sorry achap xD . instead of going to the gym , me and bby headed to simpang to eat . AHA . met syamil there also . i paitaw achap as i really missed going out with bby . aww . i savour very moment jus now and jus hoping it was not the last time we wud be going out together . haixx . we`re still fighting . but yeah . when we meet , we act as though like ntg hapeened . cool pe . after we ate . we went to the bus stop to take number 9 back to afghan . tasha talked to syamil abt us . i heard abit . but that was enuf to hurt me . just a few sentences but it hurt me deeply . so i dint bother to hear the rest . i did my own stuff . boarded the bus and sat beside tasha while syamil sat behind us and they were still taking . i was listening to my mp3 . i blasted it . so i wudnt hear their convo . but while changing songs , i heard her saw smtng which changed hurt me even more deeply . dint wanna get even more hurt , so i shifted to another seat . i respected her .

i dint wanna hear anithink bcs i guess she dint want me to . so yea . got off the bus at afghan and i was still boiling inside . but i dint wanna show it nor do anithink boud it bcs i just wanted to have fun with her . be it for the last time or be it forever but i wanted to spend some quality time with her . went to POD after that . she went into the toilet while i waited outside . talk2 ngn anak33 jap then me syamil and tasha went off to daerah her hse there to slack . otw there . i was still angry . but while walking along the pavement , i just wanted to feel relaxed . so i held her hand . whee . after that , all the anger vanished , like a tsunami came and whiped it all away . i held her hands dint care whether ppl wer looking . i saw some girls along the way . aha . my primary sch frens and they were like shocked to see me . but i pretended not to notice them . malas .

then went and settled down at bawah uzair`s block . sit2 then syamil wanted to talk to me . about tasha . -.- . i just wanted to sit down and have some time with tasha . but noooo , syamil must come and spoil it . AHA . no la syamil . u did the right thing . thanks . talked to syamil . she kept pestering me to talk to tasha but i dint want to . i wanted her to have her own time first . tasha wasnt listening to us . or so i thought . she was listening to my mp3 . then i said that i partly dint wanna talk to tasha about our misunderstanding as i dont wanna face the truth . i dnt wanna face the truth that shes really gettin over me . that she has moved on . i dint wanna hear any of that . i still wanna believe that tasha`s still in love with me and ntg can break us apart . haix . i dnt wanna face reality bcs it sucks . i hate reality . but , sooner or later . i`ll have to talk to her . haix . one thing`s for sure bby . i do love . im not staying with you bcs i sympathise you . thats utterly stupid . its way outta the context of our story . haix . after talking to syamil for about half an hour , tasha suddenly jus walked away . she came back . and i asked syamil to go some where else for awhile . i wanted to have that ' talk ' . i hugged her . yes i did . i wanted to not ever let her go . i wanted to just hold her . forever . . but she suddenly pushed me away and wanted to go hme . so i was like okay . then i went hme too . went to tuition and after that slacked . came hme ard 11.30 ? uhm . stupid kampau come while slacking . we had to split . so yea . came hme perspiring like nabil after his PE . so yea . thats my day ppl . kay . . and RAFIDAH , if ure reading this post , i really meant every word on this post olryte ? tc . bubye .

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I know you want me , girl ,
cause i can see you checking me out
And bby , you know ,
you know you want me too
Don't try to deny it , baby ,
i`m the only one for you

Labels: We made you

About the previous post . bby did not cry that much la . fake je .

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yoyo ppl . today after sch went to tamp mall with her . aha . bought earpiece . we`re still argueing but yea . we`re there for each there . cool rite ? gado2 but can still klua same2 . ahaa . i was so damn frickle minded sia . first we go tamp 1 . then i dint like any of them . then went to tamp mall . i dint like any of them also . so went back to tamp 1 -.-" . AHA . at tamp 1 uh i bought it . kat chalenger . or smtng like that . aha . for a good price also . pink uh . but so wad ? nice sia . well , otw there . in the bus , bby cried bcoz i was gettin a new earpiece . AHAHA . and she still using her old one . HAHAHA. sweet rite ? cry over earpiece . AHAHAHA . i cheered her up . i made her smile . i remembered one part where i dint know wad to do olready . so i pretend that my back was like itchy like that . and asked her to scratch2 uh for me . i knew she wud laugh . and well , she did ! aha. see , im a gooood boifren ! I cheered her up ! .AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA . kay . anws , we went hme after that . then when i reached hme , she called and we like talk2 uh . then after about an hour otp i said to her i wanted to but double choc at tamp mart nye macd . AHA !

She cried again . bcs she wanted it also . unbelievable rite ? x] . believe it . she cry like wad sey . she cry like she badly failed her maths like that ! AHAHA . so i invited her to go out again . HaHAAA . bought the double choc . and sat down at macd while drinking it . like pakcik2 and makcik2 sia me and her . ahah . after while , went hme . i sent her hme . yea . i got a kiss from her . owwh . how i miss it . i kissed her too and hugged her also . then she cried again bcs i hugged her too tightly . wahh . this girl ah . aloooot of tears sia . the tears not only come out from the eyes yknow x] . ahahahahhaa . then we said our goodbyes . and yea i called her ugly betty . bcs she was wearing this ' not so cool ' specs uh . then she called me womanizer . then i called her minarep , i think . then she called me boi kening . and then i lazy laa wanna catfight with her . so i give in . i mengalah yknow . AHAHHAHA . but anws bby . thanks yea for following me all the way to tamp 1 then to tamp mall and then back to tamp 1 again . superhuman eyh you ni ? AHAHA . thaks for the company . i really appreciate it . but wdv between us , it doesnt change . its ure decision . okay la readers . wanna chao . meeting Pok . kay . tc ppl ! especially you . CRY BABY X]

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bby , smehow , smewhere , if ure reading this , go listen to this song kay . by david archuleta .

David A. - A Little Too Not Over You

It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had is come and gone
You better offer someone else
It is for the best
I know it is
But I see you

Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Memories suppose to fade
What's wrong with my heart
Shake it off let it go
Didn't think it would be this hard
Should be strong, moving on
But I see you

Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret
Everything I said
And there's no way
To take it all back
Yeah
Now I'm on my own
I wont let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand
Yeah, ohhh.

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you

Not over you, ooh.

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Hello readers , ive been fucked up . haiz . okay . yesterday was okay .. where i go ah ?? oh yeah . i went prp . slack2 then go pondok . then after awhile , go home . tido ~ today , hmmm . mayb going out with iffuat . hah . after that mayb bring him go east coast uh . meet my other frens uh . HAHA . he confirm like one laa . hot wad ? AHAHAHAHA ! i just woke up anws . havent bathed -.- . hahaha .

haix . is there such thing as miracles ? im still hoping for miracles to happen nurul natasha . but , deepdeepdeep down inside of me , i know that it ain`t gonna happen . . . ure moving on . im happy . seriously . seeing u smile . i will somehow smile . haix . today u going out with those guys rite ? alryte . me also uh . fair enuf . AHHAAHA . no laa . but i just soo miss you . argh ! whye did i called u last night ? u wanna know whye ? bcs , i just miss doing that . all the girls i talked to otp , none of them are like you sey . . 6 billion people in the world , but theres only 1 of you . haix . am i ready to move on ? yes . im ever ready . but im not . bcs , i dnt want to . i guess , ure miracle happened ready aye ? u wanted freedom , now look , i aint stoppin you . have fun , be happy , forget boud me . bcs im not worth it . i just suck . haha . wdv it is , im still hoping for miracles to happen ):

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Hey yo ppl . today`s okay . woke up ard 12 ? hmm . bathed and got ready for ttn . before that met syahir pipit and shabil . aha . smokey2 first . then after that proceeded with tuition . blablabla . after tuition went to eat at this nasi ayam shop . wahh . chickies . AHAHA . no laa . while eating this one girl come ... jengjengjeng . cannot elaborate ~x] after eating , i made my way to yew tee . ahaa . go my aunty hse . cukur rambut dunnoe wad shit laa . kiwaak . my uncle sume . haiyoo . the cukur rambut inside the hse . outside the hse ... arak , judi . HA HAHA . so much drinks . tempting uh but nahh . i dnt drink . then go down slacked with iffuat . monday maybe going out with him . mcm gay couple uh . we wanna bring along chickies . but my girl`s got her own plans . aha . so yea . see hw . then came hme ard 12 . now , mayb wanna trn and meet afie satsat x] . see hw . if im not too lazy uh k . kbye !
to you . i kindda miss you . do you miss me ? uhhmm . haix . i just dnt wanna disturb you rite nw . u seem so happy with ure frens . and ure ' special ' one . haix . i was actually happy to see u send me a msg . though it was meant for ure fren . aha . i dunno . i feel im gettin over you . i dnt want too . i still wanna be with you . but u dnt seem to want to . haixx . whye ? do you want us to be over ? you do dnt ya ? thats whye ure doing this ? uhm . i want this feeling to go away . i seriously do . haix . felt like reading ure blog . but , i dnt want to . i dnt wanna get hurt . ive had enuf of heart pains . i will just go with the flow . i wont even stop you . bcs i know ure happy with the person . yes im gonna miss you . haix .

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yoyo ppl . today was fun . awesome . at sch was okay . no ciggies . so cannot smokey2 during recess ): anws , after sch , went to tamp blk 391 to buy ciggies . bought two box . ashraaf and me share while the tamak faqrin had one box all to himself . ahaa . then followed ahraaf hme . blablabla . then go gym . met wandonia , afie satsat all there uh . haha .frm like 2.20 till 4 we were there . after that went to play soccer . wahh . me , afie , wan , irfan and faqrin one team . i first tyme in a long tyme play defend sia . nvr go geylang training so long xD dnt know how to kick ball ready . AHAAA . then play uh play . wandon scored . afie scored . then against another team , wandon took the kick in . i asked for the ball . i got it . dribbled pass one opponent and lobbed the ball into the goal . haha . dribble like cristiano ronaldo sia aku x) . i see defender face like confused like that . he must be thinking i was really cristiano ronaldo . AHA . kay la . nie sumer psl ronaldo aku world laa . after the winning a few matches , i went to my tuition . i was rushing . tuition started at 6 and its at lavender siaa . and 6 pm i was still in tamp .

hahaa . see im paragraphing ehh bondeyy ! ahahaha. i was rushing like mad uh . then as i walking at tamp inter , got this one girl call me . she know my name . i dnt know her siaa . i turned . smiled . to the girl , if ure reading this , sorry uh psl tdi . rushing babe rushing ! then after a few steps , terserempak mad plak . wahh . i rushing like fuck and i must terserempak with everybody . pfffffffffft .
so long nvr see him . so i salam-ed him . hugged him . sl abit then he ask me whye i nvr tron lately . aha . then i told him whye uh . he was with his poly classmate . look like shikin sia ! aha . then he ask me for ciggies . i wanted to say no , but then he gimme his puppydog face . wahh . cannot tahan ready . so yea . give him . then off to tuition ! after tuition , wanted to smoke , but then realised i had only 5 sticks left . haix . then end up tk jadi . i had already bought four boxes this week . damn . fuck . money burnt . grrr . next week must start saving . in the night when bored cannot smoke ready . in the morning before school limit myslef to only 1 stick . okay . haha .

i got down at tampines . i was alone . suddenly when i was out of the mrt station , i felt someone tapped my shoulder . i wanted to buat bodo . bcz i was rushing also to go meet shahir . aha . then i turned and to my suprise it was Faten A.K.A Faten 3e4 . AHA . she was frm the arena . hmm . saw her . walked with her . then i asked her to accompany me to smoke . she gave me 5 mins . ahaha . smoke fast2 while talking about syahir ally . aha . then after smokin , she took 292 while i took 291 . then in the bus , ade orng tuh msg uh xD . aha . you guys will know in a few days olryte ? ahaa . and you , stop acting like u dnt know . u got new frens . well , i got brothers . but in the end it`s sooo not lonely . AHAHA . kay . tata ppl . and ouh yea . after taking 291 . i dropped at ngee ann there and slacked till ard 11 + . and yeah . wherever i go i see her . haix . damn , i gotta get her outta my mind or its soo gonna kill me . haix ! haahaha . kay da ppl . elnino has left the building ! better still , elnino has left the internet . k . lame . kbye !

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hey peeps . today was alryte . played soccer . slacked . uhm . arghh . cant shake this feeling away . whye i go read her blog . stupidstupidstupid me . argghh . damn laa . mayn . now im starting to have my doubts again . arggh . nono . cannot2 . i dunno laaa ! im confused . someone . help me !

ps : thx bil for lending me ure mp3 . cool sia lagu2 dier . ure so updated . aha . thx pok !

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hey yo ppl . today was a sucky day . at sch , talked with her . hmms . i just cant get angry when i look at her . i was fuming with rage but when i looked into her eyes , it all vanished . all that was left was sadness at hw things were going between me and her . i kept looking in her eyes when we talked , i was searching for that spark , that love , haix . but there were`nt any . haix . its alryte . go . trust ure frens . im ntg . it hurts yknow to see 1 year 3 mnths worth of love , happiness , sadness , everything uh just go . gone like the wind . one thing i cant get over for sure will be the memories i had with you . owwwh . the memories . if only i could relieve the moment in palembang with you . if i could only spend time with you like 090808 . if only you could love me like how u did . if only .... haix . no use . im still holding back . bcz i love you ? i dnt knw . seems so hard to move on . everything seems so hard . but when i look at you ure not even sad ? like ure happy . aha . its alryte . im glad to see you happy nat . as long as ure happy bbygerl . haix . i dnt regret anything . seriously . im like so gonna miss you . and tadi i slack at pod . suddenly all the songs about me and tasha sia . no air la . halo laa . when you look me in the eyes laa . broken hearted girl laa . fuck sia . like the whole world know like that . haix . its alryte . i can live with the pain of not seeing you animore , not caring boud you animore , not hugging u animore , not touching your`re hands animore, but i cant live with the pain of our memories together . haiz . i remembered the first tyme i laid eyes on you . owwh . u were the most beatiful person i had seen . the way u move . the way you walk . the way u laughed . the way u sweetly asked my number . i knew you only wanted to make frens . but the instant i saw you , i wanted to be more than frens . i wanted to get to know you . i wanted to love you . i wanted to care for you like ive never done for other girls . i wanted you to love me . i wanted you to care for me like no girl ever did . but one thing was for sure . on that day , went we first laid eyes on each other i nvr thought i wud hurt u . i nvr thought i wud make u cry . i nvr thought i wud do anything to hurt you . ure my soul . the reason i live . the other half of me . oh my god . writing all this things about you , god , i can just cry . but i wont, im strong . well , i hope i am . after u asked my number , we got to know each other better . hah . we were so innocent and dumb . well , at least i was . hah . ive never regretted gettin to know you nurul natasha . its true . haix . after every fight , there`s always smtng in me telling me ' she`ll come back nadhir . she loves you ' . hahh . but after this fight , that voice that keeps giving me hope , is nowhere to be found . bloody hell . MIA at the right time sia . hmm . anws , natasha , having you in my life is one of the greatest thing god could grant me . i remembered in 2006 , i was a fat primary 6 student . all my frens had girlfrens . i dint care uh . but one time , i saw how my fren ____`s girlfren cared for him so much . how much she loved him all that . i was actually jealous . and i wanted a girl like that . i was daydreaming about having a girlfren like that . but whenever i look at my stomach , i know the chance wud nvr come . FAT hope . AHA . but then a few years later , this girl came into my life with a bang ! her name was natasha . haix . im repeating her name so many times . shit . damn it . i love her dnt i ? she still loves me rite ? haix . no she doesnt . nonono . she doesnt . she seems interested in another guy . haix . its olryte . its okay . go love that guy nat . im seriously okay with it . but just learn from the mistakes u did to me and dont do it to guy . promise me that will ya ? i dnt want anibodi to feel wad im feeling now . dejected , disgraced ad so on . but im happy that ure happy . haix . done . enuf said . bye ppl .

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