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Friday, April 3, 2009
Today was fun . my school had sports day today . it was held at the bedok stadium . haha . bby ran . she came in third . i also ran . boys senior 800 metres . i came in first . ahaha ! impressive huh ? KACHING . kay fake . =.=" . anws , after that , went to tamp mall with bby , rafiqah ? or wdv her name is and one of her chinese fren . met syamil there . and blablabla . at every turn , this syamil wud go . " awwwh . hot guys . HOT GUYS ! " . she is the worst jakon of all the jakon people sia ! ahaha ! seriously . i was fucked up about it . one thing bcoz it was irritating . and bcoz she also exclaimed to bby abt it . and bby also wud look . like how can rite ? im rite beside u and u can do that . and even at one point . bby said . "alamak , nadhir ade uh ." it really my stomach twitch and just felt like unleashing all my anger at someone . was waiting . but there were no mat reps or ah bengs ard to let me vent out my anger on them . so yea . just kept quiet . walked alone . like how cud u say that nat ? like .. haiya . dnt wanna say anithink . i smtimes just wish i cud just tell you how im feeling . but u wnt understand . like im still thinking . how can u say that rite ? " alamak , nadhir ade uh " . i will nvr forget how u said it . i will nvr forget that sentence kay . its like u dint even appreciate my company or wad . its lyke u hated me for being there with u . it saddens me everytime i think about what happened just now and what u said . its like ... haix . nvm . and u syamil . i just hate it everytime ure out with me and tasha . like .. u must understand uh sia that now shes att . like i dunno uh . just fucked up abt everything uh . then we proceeded back to 33 . bby brought that syamil home . i slacked a while . then went home . i had tuition . as i was packing my bag . i found bby`s underpants in my bag . oh , how disgusting and yet horny i began to feel . AHAHAHA . then called bby . went over to her hse . haha ! gave her back the underpants and she invited me in . i went into her room . as expected , syamil was there . haha ! then bby sat on my lap while we watch syamil play the comp . ha ha . me and bby then did some stuffs . ahah . private stuffs . that only me and bby knows wad . correct not bby ? KACHING . after that i proceeded to my tuition . walao . end so late . afta tuition went hme . and just now , somebody called . i was suprised to hear ure voice again afta so long . i jst could`nt believe my ears when u told me who u were . the person is X k . she called me after so long of not cntcting . i dint know it was her . we started talking for awhile . about the past . our past . then it hit me like a ton of bricks ! its not the same how i talk to bby . this X person , kept on dwelling about the past . i guess shes still living the dark shadows of her past . yea it was fun remembering the past . but my heart is only for one girl . i dun not wanna be with anybodyelse except this special girl , my bby , my one and only tasha . forget boud us . forget boud me like how ive forgotten boud u kay X . yes , u were once special in my life . but now , theres a new girl in town . her name is nurul natasha . my eyes only for her . my smile only for her . my breathe only for her . i love her . face it . im her`s . shes mine . and people ! SYAMIL IS A GIRL OKAY ! NOT A GUY ! nites to cheebyes reading my blog ~ Labels: today ohh today |
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