Sunday, July 12, 2009

Today was okay . went to prp . came hme ard 6 ? dunno . my bro`s gettin worse . my aunts all that came over to my hse . hah . my cuzzins also came . syafiqah and all . hah . they all left ard 11.30 ? okay .

i cant take it animore . i feel so weak . im not strong animore . i mean metally . i cry easily . i feel scared easily . i get pressured easily . yes , i do try to put up a strong front . but i feel so weak inside . haix . one thing its about bby . i miss her soo much . i cried in my room jus now while thinking of her . after awhile , i told myslef to be strong . i was olready feeling strong . i stopped crying . then i went to change my clothes . as i was pulling my shirt outta the cupboard . her Victoria`s Secret perfume fell out . omg . all the memories came back . everything sia. wahh . then started crying again . haaix . how can i be strong when u were the one who made me strong and now bby , ure gone . haaix . whye ? u were my everything . u still are . haix . i jus need some one . . anibodi . i just need someone to care . pls ? anybody ?

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